What do you most want to know and understand?
Posted on Jan 25th, 2009
by
debbychico
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for January 25, 2009:
Why life can be the way it is and no matter how much you try things still fall apart.

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I hear you Debra. I guess after years of trying, like you, I found out that the only reason my life was the way it was, because of me! I had to change, not my mind and my thoughts, but the feelings I wanted to manifest every day. As illogical as it seems.. it is our feelings and emotions that make things the way they are, and not what we know or think,
Be happy to chat!
Dave
Hi Dave,
Yeah I know the feeling too. But as much as I try to keep a positive attitude there is always someone taking me down. No jobs, and as its looking right now no prospects of one around my area anyway. Any yes chat anytime you want to.
Debby
Hey Debby… I’ve been out of work since July… and have needed help from family and friends to keep things going.. (I know.. some read this and say ‘loser’…) but never has anyone taken me down… because the choice is not theirs, it is mine…
I know.. sure sure… all nice to say… but honestly, you never have to be brought down again… as soon as you decide not to expect it, or allow it. I also promise, as soon as you do not allow anyone to take you down.. you will have a job again.
Sounds weird… but it is very real.
d
Well Dave I sure am trying. I only ask for help when I truly need it. My dad has over 300000 in the bank and wont give me even a loan. I went to the state to try for emergency cash assistance and food stamps which they gave me but the cash is 241 a month and I have to work 18 hours a week at the local mission and 22 hours a week looking for a job or they take it away. On top of that I have my new term in college starting this week and normally I spend about 30 hours a week doing school work too. I do not know how I am going to accomplish it all and not become part of the living dead.